Well, I did it. I have officially made the start to 'starting' my own 'business'. While I don't have to build the whole company from the ground up, I do get to have a sense of how hard that would be by trying to build my circle of clients up.
Sometimes I feel like I am pressuring too hard on some people. I worry about that too much I think. But I can't say I gave my all if all I did was sit on my tookus and expected everything to fall into my lap.
No, This is my new start to be more responisble and more grown up. I have to put my all in to it. I thank God for the opportunity to be my own boss. Everything I am able to do is because of his Grace. I do not pray to him selfishly that I will succeed. I pray that I am on the path that pleases him for me to be, and if I am not, I ask him for directions to get back on track.
I used to live my life very selfishly and self-centered. I am desperately trying to change that. Already I have seen improvement. I wake up every morning thankful get to see another glorious day that God made for me. I have more patience and a higher tolerance for those that are rude to me. I have A LOOOOONNNNGGGG! Way to go before the Good Lord is done with me. But I relish each trial he puts before me because it is in those moments that I KNOW he is with me. If he wasn't then how would I ever have gotten out of those exhausting and trying trials.
THANK YOU JESUS FOR EXEMPTING ME FROM THE LAW! I AM HUMBLED TO BE A CHOSEN CHILD OF YOURS!
Thank you to all of those that have/will support me in this new chapter in my life and walk in faith!
